To say it’s been a journey is a mild understatement. To say it’s felt like a complete shit show … well, that sounds more on point to me.

“Wait, what is Candy talking about?” you might be asking yourself right now.

Well, let me tell you … I’m talking about the mighty “M” word.

“New Year, New You” … ugh, that expression drives me nuts, In fact, all the hype around the New Year makes me absolutely crazy, to be perfectly honest.

It’s like we pretend we have this arbitrary switch that we are suppose to turn on that is going to change everything.

And, then we wonder why we end up...

Do you realize that the biggest fear, aside from death and public speaking (yes, that actually ranks higher than death for many people … I’ll come back to that in another blog post) is being judged (and being criticized)?

Well, I have news for you … you’re always being judged.

And …

It...

I’m not logical.

In fact, some would even call me bat-shit crazy.

I don’t make logical decisions. Often times they seem radical, out there, or even ridiculous.

I am not linear.

I am here to “bend time” and take dynamic, quantum leaps.

To be a tree-shaker, a table-flipper, a rebel, and a light...

As I mentioned in a previous post, I took an unplanned, and much needed, sabbatical this summer. What started out as a 9-day excursion to the mountains, and some time with some beloved friends, turned into going completely “dark” for more than two months.

And, when I say “dark” … I mean fully unplugged. Off...

I needed to go off-the-grid, to go offline, to go quiet and get still, to go dark for a bit.

I was feeling old, familiar signs of frustration, fatigue, burnout … the kind I haven’t felt since my corporate days.

You see, I had recently taken on a new venture, a partnership … or, more of a collaboration, really....

I am a huge baseball fan. I’m talking crazy, obsessed, nut-type of fan. In fact, when the Chicago Cubs finally won the World Series in 2016, I lost my freakin’ mind … seriously, it was both scary and comical at the same time. I get lost in the sport, emotionally, and totally invested.

You see, baseball is in my blood.

...

I don’t know about you, but I love the feeling of things coming down to the wire. You know, that adrenaline rush of trying to bring something in at the 11th hour … that feeling of energy that builds up as you think about how much time you have left. 

There is something about that buildup that opens up huge creative...

Twirling, swirling, spiraling, floating … I feel like I’m doing all of these things, yet none of these truly capture my current state, as I feel like I am all over the place these days. It’s also been interesting writing again, journaling every morning, as I find the words are grateful to be expressed, and that they want space...